I walked away nearly twenty-five years ago. Walked away from Omelas.
Walked away from the pleasure, the ease. Walked away from the festivity of life in that desperate city. Only by walking away could I save that which makes a man human.
See, staying would have meant accepting my incapability of working for my own well-being. An acceptance that all I enjoyed in life was purchased by the unwilling suffering of a little child. I would have had to live with the knowledge that my life was based not on my actions, but on the bleak existence of someone who had no choice in the matter.
This I could not do.
Life has been hard these twenty-five years. I have discovered what a responsibility it is to rise or fall by my own actions. Though work is hard, my customers pay me a fair wage for my services. I don’t force them to buy anything. No one suffers against his or her will to benefit me, and I labor willingly for my own benefit.
See those two girls feeding the geese? Those are my daughters. Every day I give thanks that they will never know the seductive horror that is Omelas. They enjoy their play and free time all the more because they know work. Yesterday Claire, the oldest, was complaining about doing her chores. Dear thing, she probably thinks I’m crazy when I tell her, as I did yesterday, that working and benefiting from your own labor is one of life’s greatest blessings.
It’s true you know. Profiting from the suffering of another, especially if that person has no choice, reduces a man to a being dependent on the handouts of others, reliant on external sources for survival. Working and adding the results of that effort to your life, though much less enjoyable at the start, strengthens a man’s mind and body, spurs him to invent and create, and gives him a true appreciation for life and what he has.
And that really is the most priceless possession of all – to appreciate life, to enjoy your own and respect that of others around you.
I have never succeeded in freeing the child of Omelas, and life has not been without struggle. But every time I embrace my wife at the end of a day or run through the yard with my two girls, I give thanks that we live in a land where all work benefits the worker. Our futures here in Tsilatipac, our very lives, are our own.